All those touches... it was almost too much, and yet he didn't want to be without any of them at this point.
What did he want? Wasn't it basically what Lupin wanted as well.
Company... companionship... the physical aspect of touching, like now. And more... oh yes, that too.
And perhaps, deep down, he needed somebody to ... trust. He knew he could trust Dumbledore, but the old wizard had always had an agenda of his own...
"I want ... you. Your intelligence, you wit ... your company." His gaze slid down to Remus' lips, still slightly moist from their kisses, and then the light mark on his neck. And all the time, he could still feel their mutual arousal, not abated one bit.
"I want your body, your touches... to touch you back." It was truly amazing, how easy it was to admit something like this, once you got started, once you found a way around those ancient walls. Because they was still there, the walls, the past. But no longer between them, there simply wasn't enough room for that anymore.
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Date: 2005-05-13 10:17 pm (UTC)What did he want? Wasn't it basically what Lupin wanted as well.
Company... companionship... the physical aspect of touching, like now. And more... oh yes, that too.
And perhaps, deep down, he needed somebody to ... trust. He knew he could trust Dumbledore, but the old wizard had always had an agenda of his own...
"I want ... you. Your intelligence, you wit ... your company." His gaze slid down to Remus' lips, still slightly moist from their kisses, and then the light mark on his neck. And all the time, he could still feel their mutual arousal, not abated one bit.
"I want your body, your touches... to touch you back." It was truly amazing, how easy it was to admit something like this, once you got started, once you found a way around those ancient walls. Because they was still there, the walls, the past. But no longer between them, there simply wasn't enough room for that anymore.