Occlumency Lesson (open to Remus Lupin and Harry Potter)

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Snape was for once relaxing slightly before his mind would be taxed not only with the presence of Potter, but also the task of actually trying to teach the brat something.

He wondered if Lupin would arrive before or would meet the boy first and then they'd come here together. Not that he had anything particular to speak with him about. He simply wondered.

His night had been busy. Several herbs and roots were at their most potent strength on Beltane night and he had spent a couple of hours trekking through the Dark Forests to find them. Afterwards he had joined a small fire celebration in Hogsmeade, but had left before the people had turned too rowdy.

He had spent most of the day on storing his nightly acquisitions securely, prepared what he could for next week, hovered a bit over the Wolfsbane potion although it looked fine and had then finally removed a few memories from his mind and put them in the pensieve.

That Pensieve was now stored very securely in a locked cabinet in his bedroom. He might put a small bit of trust into Potter not repeating the mistake, but better safe than sorry.

Watching the flames dance lightly, Snape could only wait for Lupin and Potter.

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Severus could feel so much in this moment. So many sensations attacking his mind it was almost numbing. But by the gods, he wasn't numb at all. Heat rushed through him as he felt the vibration of the growl against his lips, felt Lupin's erection move against his own through many layers of fabric, but still very hot, very hard and so incredibly tempting.

He moaned in response, for long moments unable to do anything other than what Remus asked of him, pushing closer, sucking harder, almost biting...

Do you want to put your own mark there? Is that what's happening here?

That had him pull his face away, eyes fixed on the bruise he'd created as he panted lightly for breath. Not very pronounced... yet. He looked back into Remus' eyes and was highly drawn towards what he saw in them, the want so openly and freely displayed...

Was there more? He was tempted to look... By the Gods, he was tempted.

His voice was low, breathy as he spoke "What do you want from..." me "this... Remus?" Using Lupin's given name felt strange on his tongue, but combined with the lingering taste of the man, it also felt right... good.

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Remus moaned breathily, helplessly as Severus intensified the sucking to his neck, rubbing against him. He felt like he could come just from this, and it wouldn't even take very long.

He looked at Snape, not moving, just holding his gaze for what seemed like a very long time.

He'd wanted Snape to call him by his name for so long. So very long, to hear it. It sounded...better than he'd imagined.

But what does he want? He knows he's falling for Kirill. He knows he's been falling for Snape for the past twenty odd years. What does he want? He wants both of them. And he wants to continue to do as he's always done, with others, casually.

"I..." He blinks slowly. "You. I want...I want you...Want to spend time with you. To...Touch you. Just...To be with you. Sometimes. When you'll allow it."

Remus doesn't know any better way to put it. He runs his fingers through Snape's hair and looks at him intently.

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Lupin was telling the truth, Severus could clearly tell from the expression in the man's eyes, the tone of his voice that his reply sincere and even... hopeful?

When I'll allow it...

To be the subject of such want was a feeling he could very well get used to. He already enjoyed it and having Lupin around... from time to time, without any other reason than that... Not for Order business, not for the Potion, not for Dumbledore, just to be in the company of each other... he could very well get used to that as well.

And truthfully, this situation right now, the close, warm and very pleasurable close contact, however new and unsettling it was, it was something he very much wanted to get used to. And allow.

Lupin knew him, better than most people in the world, and would know what he was getting himself into here. Because he was... getting himself into something.

"I would be agreeable to that..." it wasn't a very... passionate answer, he knew. But in this situation, pressed close between Lupin's legs, faces so close their breaths mingled between them, Remus' hands on him, his hands on Remus... his voice low and equally sincere... it was enough. But after years of repressing any wants of that kind, especially for the man in front of him, against him, it wasn't easy to just let go.

"Very much so."

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Remus blinked up at Snape and smiled a little. He really hadn't been sure Severus would want such a thing. Remus had discounted it for so long, telling himself there was no way the other man would ever do more than tolerate him. But this, this was much more than tolerating.

And he wasn't just humoring Remus, either. Severus Snape did not humor people, and Remus knew it.

So, Snape would be 'agreeable' to...Something.

Which was more than Nothing.

Which meant Everything.

"Good," Remus said so softly that he could barely hear it himself. "That's...Very good."

He stroked his fingers over Snape's temple. His hair was soft and not so greasy as it looked.

But what was good for Snape to ask was good for Remus to ask, too.

"So what do you want from this, then?" he asked, running his nose against the other man's cheek again.

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All those touches... it was almost too much, and yet he didn't want to be without any of them at this point.

What did he want? Wasn't it basically what Lupin wanted as well.

Company... companionship... the physical aspect of touching, like now. And more... oh yes, that too.

And perhaps, deep down, he needed somebody to ... trust. He knew he could trust Dumbledore, but the old wizard had always had an agenda of his own...

"I want ... you. Your intelligence, you wit ... your company." His gaze slid down to Remus' lips, still slightly moist from their kisses, and then the light mark on his neck. And all the time, he could still feel their mutual arousal, not abated one bit.

"I want your body, your touches... to touch you back." It was truly amazing, how easy it was to admit something like this, once you got started, once you found a way around those ancient walls. Because they was still there, the walls, the past. But no longer between them, there simply wasn't enough room for that anymore.

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Remus' eyes drift half closed as Severus' words and tone affect him.

Snape liked him. Appreciated him. Thought he was smart, witty, desireable. And the knowledge aroused him even more.

"Severus, I..." He smiled up at the other man, suddenly a little bashful. "I want that, too." He leaned in and kissed Severus' cheek, his jaw, down to his neck to suck lightly for a few moments. "Want you...inside me," he mumbled against Snape's neck, then licked and sucked a little harder on his neck.

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Severus watches Lupin's face, the reaction to his words. He could almost feel the pleasure radiate off the man in waves of warmth. Not body heat, although it was there, but a warmth against his mind. Or maybe it was just his own thoughts. It was hard to tell some times, with Legilimency being such an integrated part of his life... along with Occlumency.

Maybe it was both.

Kisses down along his jaw and neck distracted him from those thoughts, once more sending strong sensations through his body. Remus' want... Merlin, how could he possibly resist?

Did he even want to?

He moaned at the suction, eyes falling shut for a few moments in pleasure. The thought of fucking Remus here and now on his desk was... more than appealing.

His fingers tightened in Lupin's hair and he pulled the man away from his neck and looked down at him.

"Be careful what you wish for..." he whispered, then kissed Remus hungrily.

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Remus groaned and gasped loudly as Snape pulled his hair, meeting his gaze for a moment before letting his eyes flutter closed, the sharp spike of pleasure making him dizzy.

Then he was being kissed roughly, wildly, and knowing he had caused Snape to break his reserve was a huge turn on. He tightened his legs around Severus and kissed him back, moaning constantly against his lips.

Remus slid his hands down Snape's back, his nails scratching against the fabric.

He was still very tired. Not sickly feeling now, thanks to Snape's potion, but very tired. Not too tired to want this, very badly.

Remus pulled back slightly, just enough to mutter against Severus' mouth, his voice rough and full of need.

"Don't want to be careful. Just want you to fuck me."

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Severus' own voice was dark and filled with the same arousal as Remus' as he spoke, his fingers still very tight in Lupin's hair.

"Do you think my desk would be the appropriate place for this?"

He didn't give Remus a chance to reply though, as he once more claimed his lips in a hungry kiss.

Frankly, he doubted Lupin had any objections to their current location. And there was nothing 'appropriate' about the situation. It was lust and want, sudden and overwhelming, irresistable... any place would work.

Warding the door was no problem.

And the thought of fucking Remus on this desk, the very same desk he sat behind when he berated foolish students, spoke with the prefects, spoke with the Headmaster even... was as much a turn on as Remus' movements against him and the sounds he made.

Clothes needed to be removed though, at least some of it.

He drew out of the kiss, but couldn't move further away for the legs tightly wound around him.

"Undress." There was no uncertainty in his voice, as he looked into Remus' eyes again. It wasn't a request after all. He wanted to see Remus naked, touch his skin... and he wanted to see if the man was truly willing to go that far.

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Remus looked up at Snape and nodded, moving his legs from his waist.

When Severus backed away, Remus stood slowly and pulled his t-shirt off, kicked his shoes off. He reached down to remove his socks, then stood and skimmed his jeans and pants off, kicking them to the side.

He didn't do it slowly, but he didn't do it quickly, either. He knows he has scratches and bruises and even a few more bite marks.

But that's okay. It's good for Severus to know what he's dealing with, and the fact that Remus has other lovers, or at least rough sex with someone else, is important. It will give him a reason and chance to back out, if he chooses.

Remus leans against the desk, his hands a bit behind him, palms down on the smooth wood. He looks intently at Snape, aroused and ready and just waiting.

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Severus watched Remus undress, letting his eyes roam freely over the gradually exposed body. A very very nice body. He had never seen Lupin naked before. Not even remotely so. And the sight was incredibly arousing. The marks he spotted - surely from sex, it couldn't really be anything else - didn't disturb him.

Lupin seemed somewhat ... free in his physical affections. Snape didn't truly have a problem with that. Not enough to stop him as he raised his gaze from admiring Remus' body to looking into the man's eyes, and with deft and sure fingermovements unbuttoned his robe.

As he let it slip off his shoulders, leaving him in his shirt and trousers, he stepped closer. Close enough to run a hand up over Remus' thigh. The skin was warm and smooth under his fingers and his lips curled into a slight sultry smile, his eyes still locked with Remus'.

"You do like it rough, don't you?" His voice was almost a purr as his hand moved further up, to the juncture of hip and groin.

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Remus stares at Severus and nods. He's so close, he smells so good, he sounds...God, his voice...Remus shivers a little.

"I like it rough, yeah. Love it. Was made for it."

He runs his gaze up Snape's body. He looks good in his shirt and trousers, but Remus wants to feel him, his skin, against him, over him, inside him.

Remus reaches out and runs his fingers over the buttons of Severus' shirt, looking up at him, not saying anything but obviously wanting it off, gone.

"We're a little uneven, Severus. Not quite fair, is it? Unless you plan on fucking me fully clothed?" He grins sultrily. "Which I'd have no objection to, other than the fact that I'd rather lick you all over, and can't do that until you strip off. But it's your choice, really."

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Snape pressed closer, once more insinuating himself fully between Remus' legs as his other hand reached out to touch as well. He slid it slowly down over Remus' chest as he looked into his eyes, the man's words sending another rush of arousal through him.

"Have I ever played completely fair?" His smirk turned sultry as well, as did his tone. His hand slid lower, fingertips traling every so lightly over Remus' navel.

"But who am I to deprive you, hm?" He removed his hand just before it reached Remus' cock, and started opening his shirt. His other hand was still resting on Remus' thigh, thumb idly moving over the smooth skin.

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Remus shook his head as Snape ran his hand over his chest. He watched the other man intently, blinking slowly. "Never completely fair, no..."

He couldn't help but shiver, the voice, the touching. The look on Severus' face. And his hand was going lower...but then it was gone. And he was unbuttoning his shirt.

Remus reached out hesitantly and touched his fingers to Snape's chest as it was revealed, very lightly, just barely touching. Then he sat up a little and moved his hand to undo Severus' trousers, working the buttons as he looked back up to his partner's face, wanting to know it was okay.

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Watching Remus intently, Severus couldn't hold back the small shiver that went through him at the light touch on his chest. It had been too long...

He returned Remus' gaze steadily, knowing his growing arousal was clearly reflected in his eyes, the inexplicably strong want for the man in front of him that was filling him. After pulling his shirt out of his trousers that Remus was currently working slowly, but very nicely on - light teasing touches through the fabric against his erection sending more shivers through him - he undid the last buttons and slipped it off his shoulders.

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Remus moved his gaze over Snape's chest and arms. He looked good, very good.

He leaned forward and got Severus' trousers undone, sliding them down, his hands skimming down the other man's thighs. Remus leaned in a bit more and nuzzled his nose against Snape's chest, inhaling deeply and letting it out with a moan. He licked tentatively at a nipple as he moved his hands up, one going to stroke Snape's cock as the other went to cradle his balls gently.

He bit down a bit on Severus' nipple, moaning softly against his skin.

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Severus groaned as even stronger sensations assailed his body, Remus' hands and mouth sending sharp pleasure though him.

Merlin! There was truly no way back anymore and Severus was glad of it. Glad that he had simply 'done' instead of 'thought'. It would've been folly to ignore such desires when they were mutual, stupid to forego pleasure when offered so freely... and so well.

"Gods... Remus," he exhaled as one of his hands slid into Remus' hair, holding his face against Severus' chest, his other hand moved down to the man's hip and then further down, until his fingers met hot silky skin, hard flesh...

Severus moaned again at the feel of Remus' cock in his hand; how smooth the head was beneath his thumb; how hot the length sliding against the palm of his hand; how Remus arousing Remus' sounds were at the touches... And yet it couldn't compete with the wonderful touches on his own cock.

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Remus eased back to sit on the desk, wrapping his legs around Severus' waist again. He stopped stroking and slid his hands up Severus' chest, biting hard on his nipple before releasing it.

"Love it when you say my name. Say it when you fuck me. Fuck me, Severus. God, please, want you now, now!"

Remus reached behind him and swept the papers and bottles from behind him. He heard something topple, and when he moved his hand back, it was covered in black ink.

Remus smiled a little and lay down fully, feeling the puddle of ink spread over his back. He didn't care, it could be washed off. He moved his hands to his own chest and scratched down hard, leaving red marks and black ink trails over his skin. He stared up at Snape, arching his back a little, pleading without speaking.

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Primal. That was what Remus was, a primal force, wanton, feral and wanting. And completely iresistable, black and red streaks down that pale lean and beautiful body.

How can he wants so much...why?

But the sight told Severus not to think, the feeling of Remus' legs tightly wrapped around him, trapping their cocks against each other, told him to feel... to sense and enjoy. And take.

His hand moved up over Remus' chest, tracing through the ink, creating lines of his own.

"I'll fuck you, Remus," he purred the name as he leaned over the man, looking intently into the golden eyes. His other hand slid between them, between their cocks, to Remus' opening. As he pressed two fingers against it, he muttered a lubrication spell, then pushed them slowly but relentlessly inside tight heat until they could go no further.

He leaned further down, their chests almost touching, and whispered, still looking into Remus' eyes. "I'll make you scream..." He would try at least, he thought, as he started moving his fingers.

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Remus moaned and growled low in his throat. God, the way Severus said his name, the look in his eyes, those clever fingers running down his chest, the ink making new marks...

He arched and growled, then gasped as Snape slid his fingers into him.

Remus made a pitiful moaning whimpery sound when Severus told him he'd make him scream. The man's voice, just his voice, was a sin, it was so rich.

"Yes, Severus, make me scream," Remus muttered, letting his eyes drift closed as the other man started to move his fingers.

He moved his hands to Severus' hair, his ink-stained fingers clenching in the soft strands, the black of the ink melding with the black of Snape's hair. Remus twisted his hands a little and gasped, pulling Snape down to kiss him hard, thrusting his tongue into Severus' mouth, matching the rhythm of the fingers moving so wonderfully inside him.

Remus started to growl again, the kiss intensifying by the moment.

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Severus groaned into the kiss, then sucked on Remus' tongue, teased it with his teeth.

He didn't waste much time on preparing Remus, his own arousal growing impatient, urging him on to thrust into that delicious body beneath him.

With a sharp nip to Remus' bottom lip, he drew out of the breathtaking kiss, his own breathing slightly laboured. He didn't want the kiss to end, but he also wanted to watch Remus when he started fucking him.

Looking into Remus' eyes, he withdrew his fingers, stroked his cock a couple of times - not that he needed to be more ready at all - then positioned himself. The fingers still tight in his hair and the look on Remus' face told him not to hesitate and he didn't as he pushed inside with a low moan at the tight heat and friction.

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Remus stared back at Severus, forcing himself to hold his gaze as the other man pushed into him. His hands clenched harder in Snape's hair, and he gasped and but his lip.

He pulled down on Severus' hair as he leaned up a bit, kissing Snape again feverishly. He slid his hands down to his lover's shoulders, digging his fingers in.

Whimpering a little, Remus shifted his hips and tightened his ankles behind Severus, urging him on.

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Severus didn't need to be urged on at all, the kiss, the feeling of being inside Remus making it completely impossible to hold back.

With another moan he started moving, his fingers dug into Remus' hips as pleasure coursed through him with every deep and steady thrust.

It took control to keep the pace as it was now, but he wanted to relish this fully and not just give into the hunger inside him, hunger to take and fuck Remus senseless. Not yet at least. Not yet. He moaned again into Remus' mouth, his tongue stroking against and around his lover's.

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Remus growled and whimpered louder, his body moving back and forth with each thrust, the ink behind him making him slide easily.

Fuck, he's a great kisser, flashed through Remus' mind as he let himself just hang on and enjoy this. Severus was good at a lot of things, it seemed. Not that Remus had ever doubted it.

He pulled out of the kiss and licked Severus' cheek, then nipped his earlobe, muttering his lover's name softly in his ear, clenching his hands tighter against Snape's shoulders.

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Severus' breaths were more rapid as they broke the kiss and Remus' mouth moved over his skin, that husky soft voice against his ear sending a small shiver down his spine.

Remus was strong, very strong, and the fingers digging into his shoulders were slightly painful. But it couldn't distract him from the intense pleasure he was feeling. It even emphasised it, heightened it, making him crave more.

He tilted his face down and nipped sharply on the skin of Remus' neck, small teasing licks soothing in between, as he increased the pace slightly. His moans became slightly deeper as wonderful sensations increased the hot tension inside him.